It’s so selfish of me to be bitter towards happy couples. 

And no, I’m not talking about those poser couples on instagram that are together because “it works” and they “get along”. You know those ones right? The couple that when you see them on social media you can tell that someone totally brought their own props and possible back drop from Target to make sure the photo was just PERFECT. the entire photo has been planned, they just needed the person to fill the space type relationship. (i’m not salty at all no). tell me you haven’t seen this?? You know, those relationships that just appear scripted. When they’re together in public it’s such a visible surface level love because again, “it works” and “he treats me the way I think I should be treated”. UGH, honey no!

And this goes for guys and girls. (if It comes off more from a girls perspective its because well, I’m a girl).

so for both of you: 

Break through that surface level connection! Go deeper. Be more natural. Live in the world between you two not the world around you two. Be natural out loud. Get lost in each other’s energy and wear it in public.

the couples that live like that are the couples that I get bitter towards. The ones that you can feel their connection just by seeing the way that they smile at each other and gaze into each other’s eyes. If you’ve had/ seen this type of romance then you know exactly what I mean. And if you haven’t then you honestly still might know what I mean because this type of rawness and love can be captured in friendships as well. There are just some people that you connect with deeper than others. Your souls just understand each other. They speak the same language.

I get bitter towards those couples because i’m selfish and want that too. So by “bitter” i basically mean that i’m just really happy for you and i’m jealous..

*downloads every dating app*

HA! just kidding.

it’ll happen when it’s right.